I'm not dead!

Hello my fellow blog readers, this is going to be a update blog post. It has been a few months since I wrote a blog post and the reasons are many, one of the reasons is that it was the exam season for the year 11s so I had to revise many subjects. Lucky for me is that I only had about 4-5 exams to do, some harder than others but nonetheless i think I have taken a good shot at passing. Being in year 11 means I had to make the choice of work or further education. I picked further education hoping to learn more about the subjects I took at GCSE level. I recently went for an induction (taster) day for what sixth form will be like, after those two days I can say that I think I made a good choice with staying onto further education. And today I have been hunting for summer job places so I can do something "productive" with the free time that I have and so I'm earning some money for me. I just think it is so my parents can get me out of the house for a few days while still making some money. Either way I have a interview for possible help about Job interviews on Monday. I have a few things coming up (summer school, and a week with the family) which could give me some ideas for more blog posts because frankly I have been having writers block. I have ideas but nothing strong enough to be able to put onto paper I have some ideas about a song that has been putting into a really good mood every time i listen to it, for the music people who read my blog it is called "Bring me to life" by Evanescence it really gets me "pumped" with energy with the sound of the guitar and the drum beat. Well that seems to wrap up what I have been doing these past few months I probably have more but that is really all that I can remember.

(A little side note this was made last Friday and I forgot to upload this. But to keep fully updated things went great with the interview)

Until next time blog readers

SalvoSoldier (john Machan)

Introvert or Extrovert

Reading the title of this blog which one would you say you are? Looking at me I would say I am for definite a introvert. This week my dad (also a blogger) has been showing me pictures about introverts. And one really stood out to me it was a picture saying how to care for introverts with a list of rules. This really summed me up with what I want people to know. While at church yesterday I was talking with my dad and our C.O and I said about the picture and she said about two types of people, turtles and skunks, skunks being extroverts and turtles being introverts. When somebody is angry a extrovert will shout back like a skunk when it makes a stink up. A introvert will curl up and hope they leave them alone like a turtle when it goes back into it's shell. When I'm angry I do the same thing I put my music on, blocking myself from the world. I am a introvert and I'm proud of it!

felt like sharing this today

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

just relax....

this week has been most about thinking, lots of thinking. this week has been weird due to it being the complete opposite around today this may sound like complete gibberish, so im going to explain. it started around monday when i felt so alive after a wonderful day on sunday when i had another toronto blessing but this time my youth leader told my parents and my dad (who is also a blogger) had a wonderful christian talk and i got me thinking and i said to myself that i would blog about it...that didn't happen. tuesday came and my father asked if i had blogged, unfortunalty i forgot about it and done the same thing on tuesday as everybody knows it is now a wednesday and now i finally get up write something this got me thinking if i relax to much when i snap under stress (these past few weeks have been stressful due to coursework) and the answer to that question is yes i do but last thursday i redeemed myself by staying afterschool untill 5.00 catching up on coursework. after having a nice cup of tea i reckon i should get some sleep for a day of IT coursework to do tomorrow

sleep well fellow bloggers

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

message to my readers

hey readers of my blog i know i have not written any new blog entry's lately due to the fact that i have been mostly revising for important exams. i have not forgotten or abandoned blogging so iwll try and get back into doing blogging as fast as i can so don't lose hope i have had a stressful day because of projects needing to be completed.

to sum up im coping but will get round to blogging sometime.


SalvoSoldier (john machan)

Boredom

Bored...we all get it. today as you guessed it in the title i was bored. I had nothing to do....literary, and I'm not stretching the truth. In my spare time and when I'm bored i write blog post's like now. and today i seemed to have 'writers block' now most to all writer would know and have had writer's block. for people who are not writer's, I'm going to explain what it is. Writer's block is when your stuck and can't seem to add more on to the text that you are writing, this can be temporarily and sometimes it can be long term. the only cure that i can think of is time right now I'm having writers block which is very annoying

To conclude I'm going to have to wrap this up quickly so writer's block not nice when bored

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

My point of view

My thought for the day is my point of view

Today was a day that i think turned out well. after reaching school i chatted with one of my mates. he then said the words "I read your Blog yesterday" which i was surprised at when he said it. I then asked if he he had read some of my most recent posts. He then said yes and then added that he would be more helpful when people are being rude to me and i think that really brightened the mood of this week. I think that after that conversation things turned out good today while finding out it was two of my mates that read my blog so even better turn out. i hope that it stays good for the weekend


So in conclusion this week started badly and ended on a good point. I hope it stays that way for the weekend.
I'm in a good mood so lets keep it this way. haven't got much planned for the weekend (just the way i like it)

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

Forget it!

Today's thought for the day is forget it

"forget it!" This is an expression is used quite a lot when something seems impossible. If today if i could sum up the day i would say "forget it!" and then walk away. Once again another depressing day which has left me to write more depressing Blog posts. Things was going wrong everywhere and leaving me annoyed and i had to drop everything and needed to walk away, but as normal i put up with it, which made me even more depressed. while trying to be unnoticeable is not helping either. Things are falling apart piece by piece and I'm letting it happen.

Really needing to rest

Salvosoldier (John Machan)