Introvert or Extrovert

Reading the title of this blog which one would you say you are? Looking at me I would say I am for definite a introvert. This week my dad (also a blogger) has been showing me pictures about introverts. And one really stood out to me it was a picture saying how to care for introverts with a list of rules. This really summed me up with what I want people to know. While at church yesterday I was talking with my dad and our C.O and I said about the picture and she said about two types of people, turtles and skunks, skunks being extroverts and turtles being introverts. When somebody is angry a extrovert will shout back like a skunk when it makes a stink up. A introvert will curl up and hope they leave them alone like a turtle when it goes back into it's shell. When I'm angry I do the same thing I put my music on, blocking myself from the world. I am a introvert and I'm proud of it!

felt like sharing this today

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

just relax....

this week has been most about thinking, lots of thinking. this week has been weird due to it being the complete opposite around today this may sound like complete gibberish, so im going to explain. it started around monday when i felt so alive after a wonderful day on sunday when i had another toronto blessing but this time my youth leader told my parents and my dad (who is also a blogger) had a wonderful christian talk and i got me thinking and i said to myself that i would blog about it...that didn't happen. tuesday came and my father asked if i had blogged, unfortunalty i forgot about it and done the same thing on tuesday as everybody knows it is now a wednesday and now i finally get up write something this got me thinking if i relax to much when i snap under stress (these past few weeks have been stressful due to coursework) and the answer to that question is yes i do but last thursday i redeemed myself by staying afterschool untill 5.00 catching up on coursework. after having a nice cup of tea i reckon i should get some sleep for a day of IT coursework to do tomorrow

sleep well fellow bloggers

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

message to my readers

hey readers of my blog i know i have not written any new blog entry's lately due to the fact that i have been mostly revising for important exams. i have not forgotten or abandoned blogging so iwll try and get back into doing blogging as fast as i can so don't lose hope i have had a stressful day because of projects needing to be completed.

to sum up im coping but will get round to blogging sometime.


SalvoSoldier (john machan)

Boredom

Bored...we all get it. today as you guessed it in the title i was bored. I had nothing to do....literary, and I'm not stretching the truth. In my spare time and when I'm bored i write blog post's like now. and today i seemed to have 'writers block' now most to all writer would know and have had writer's block. for people who are not writer's, I'm going to explain what it is. Writer's block is when your stuck and can't seem to add more on to the text that you are writing, this can be temporarily and sometimes it can be long term. the only cure that i can think of is time right now I'm having writers block which is very annoying

To conclude I'm going to have to wrap this up quickly so writer's block not nice when bored

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

My point of view

My thought for the day is my point of view

Today was a day that i think turned out well. after reaching school i chatted with one of my mates. he then said the words "I read your Blog yesterday" which i was surprised at when he said it. I then asked if he he had read some of my most recent posts. He then said yes and then added that he would be more helpful when people are being rude to me and i think that really brightened the mood of this week. I think that after that conversation things turned out good today while finding out it was two of my mates that read my blog so even better turn out. i hope that it stays good for the weekend


So in conclusion this week started badly and ended on a good point. I hope it stays that way for the weekend.
I'm in a good mood so lets keep it this way. haven't got much planned for the weekend (just the way i like it)

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)

Forget it!

Today's thought for the day is forget it

"forget it!" This is an expression is used quite a lot when something seems impossible. If today if i could sum up the day i would say "forget it!" and then walk away. Once again another depressing day which has left me to write more depressing Blog posts. Things was going wrong everywhere and leaving me annoyed and i had to drop everything and needed to walk away, but as normal i put up with it, which made me even more depressed. while trying to be unnoticeable is not helping either. Things are falling apart piece by piece and I'm letting it happen.

Really needing to rest

Salvosoldier (John Machan)

Glass box

The thought for the day is "glass box".

Today once again another depressing day, things going wrong and people being annoying. During my lunch i got really annoyed with people and just needed some time to recover my thoughts, so i walked up the metal stairs near where we usually congregate and i looked out and down at everybody was in their little groups chatting and only 2 people noticed and starting being annoying by jumping up and shouting then went to back with what they was doing. and it made me think i wished that i could go into a little glass box and just watch things just past by as if it was nothing. being unnoticeable can be good and helpful like when you want people to leave you alone. but the bad thing is that when you want to be noticed it just doesn't happen and you feel locked inside the glass box. while up on that metal staircase it felt good to be alone it felt relaxing and all i could feel the gentle breeze.

To conclude it seems that this is only the start of a bad week. I have idea's on what is making me depressed and i think i should really talk to somebody about this. The good thing is that i am coping and should really be looking on the good side, the problem is I'm questioning if there is ever a good side on anything.

SalvoSoldier (John Machan)